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Honestly speaking, I do not know where do I start or what to write. I have so many ideas in my mind, I even jotted down to take notes but none of these matters right now. I can’t think straight, my emotions are on a roller coaster. I think it has something to do with hormone issues as I have miscarried before the year ends.
I don’t want to welcome my new year with dramas, but I have to honor my feelings. This is what I am feeling right now, it’s okay to feel it, but not to dwell on it. As of a moment I will SURRENDER. Right now I’m completely letting go. I want to love each moment for what it is. I want to allow instead of resisting. I want to sit among nature with nothing to do besides amazed at her beauty. I want to eat foods without feeling guilty. I want to breathe deeply. I want ease and joy. Most of all, I want love.
I will take my time to heal not just physically but also emotionally. While doing this, I have collected some inspirations from awesome people and I want to share it with you.
I wanted to embed the post from Kristina from her Facebook account, but it’s not working so I print screen instead. The mantras are so powerful and inspirational that I even copy it on my journal.
From the amazing Kris Carr.
Manifesting Your Desires: A Guide to Asking & Receiving
I also found other useful tips for a better resolution.
Forget the drama! 
I appreciate your openness.
I remember author, Brene Brown has always reminding people that it is okay to be vulnerable, because eventhough vulnerability sometimes result to pain or shame… this is also the birth place of the things we are all hungry for like love, joy, happiness…
As for me, 2014 has not been that good also. Been hospitalized twice, my mom has been hospitalized thrice. My relationship struggled last year, and I’ve been really starting to feel that I am not happy with my work anymore (or the idea of working in the corporate world).
But despite that (cliche as this may sound), I still choose to be positive and happy.
And for that, cheers for the best year for us 2015. Lets all claim it hehehe
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All good things come easily and freely to you. Cheers! 🙂
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I can feel your positivity just by reading your post 🙂 God bless and Happy new year! ^^
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I pray that you will indeed have a great 2015…Claim it and believe..God bless you!
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Thanks for the inspiration Jess! Love your positivity which is what I’m all about as well. Wish you nothing but success and happiness this 2015, cheers! 🙂
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cheers to you dear! i’m glad you’re keeping a positive attitude for 2015. here’s seeing you have a spectacular year ahead!
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I love the manifesto! I always believe that a positive attitude changes everything. Keep it up! :*
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Life can be bittersweet sometimes but as long as you are contented with everything, you will be okay. 🙂
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Even if you don’t expect a problem coming to you this year 2015, stay strong and be always positive.
Have a great new year and new challenges ahead!
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“I want to love each moment for what it is. I want to allow instead of resisting.”
But isn’t this what living really means? Cheers to an awesome year ahead!
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Take your time. Enjoy every bit of it of letting go of yourself of all your inadequacies, infirmities, and weaknesses as a human being. Everyone has his own incapacitating way of life. Nothing worthy to achieve or work on, unless you invigorate yourself after feeling confused, perplexed or whatever. – Gil Camporazo
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How to begin or where to start is the usual a beginner-writer may encounter. And this is what I’ve read from your beginning statement. You know what is the secret is: write all your thoughts, all that come to your mind and organize them later. So you’ve started it off. (Gil Camporazo)
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It’s really good to know and read that people had a blast last 2014. Definitely look forward to bigger things for 2015
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I may not know your troubles but I paused and prayed for you. Have an awesome 2015. 🙂
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Pain is a reminder of our humanity. Not everything in life would go our way and not everyone would want to be or stay in our life. Still, we should embrace even the most searing of pains because that’s how we become stronger and more grateful for all blessings, big or small. I wish you a happier and brighter 2015!
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It is good that you are willing to let go because that is what you need to do. I know it is not easy but sometimes letting go and moving forward is the only way. All the best for 2015 and for more years to come Jess.
Kim
http://www.kimkaylan.com
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Wishing you the best 2015 ever! This post is just another very inspiring post that I’ve read and the quotes that you posted is amazing. Cheers on best 2015!
http://www.sweetcuisinera.com
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Wishing you all the best this 2015.. hope that you get all your goals fulfilled.
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This too shall pass sis. Things happen for a reason and surely God has a much better plan for you. May you have a blessed and happy new year.
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I’m sorry about the miscarriage, but I salute you for your positivity. I wish you all the best this year, sis! 🙂
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Sad. It is really sad, I feel you. I experienced the same before but life must go on. God has better plans. The little one is too beautiful to live on earth that is why God took her.
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Stay positive! Be positive. Great mantras and hopefully, I can copy and internalize it too!
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I love what you said about honoring your feelings. As much as we do not want to appear dramatic, there are just some feelings that need to be expressed. Nevertheless, you look like you are ready to conquer 2015. Let 2015 be our best year ever. happy new year! -katrina centeno
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Sorry to hear about your miscarriage. I hope you heal physically and emotionally soon! God bless!
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Yes, may 2015 be a better year for all of us. Honoring your feelings is indeed respecting yourself and your humanness. It is okay. Thanks also for sharing those things that keep you positive.
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Its going to be great year Sis- and thanks to your inspiring quotes that will inspires everyone! Cheers for 2015 I know its going to be great:)
http://www.wish4less.com
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Happy New Year! There are a lot to look forward to this 2015.
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Same here. I am hoping to have a very nice 2015. Just have faith and keep on positive vibes.
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You’re firm and determined to “honor your feelings” for you don’t like to dramatize them. The point here is how? Worthy thoughts unshared are useless. Productive ideas unexposed are ineffective. Or talks and talks without doing them are nonsense. Thus, you’ve to express your feelings. Let everyone knows it either they’re going to appreciate them or curse them. Be in yourself and for sure, you’ll be happy about it. (Gil Camporazo)
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Here is hoping that you will have the best year ever. Let’s claim 2015!
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Happy 2015 to you and I’m wishing you more blessings and adventure this year.
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Cheers to 2015 sis! I wish you a better to best year in 2015.
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we need some drama to spice up our lives 🙂 cheers!
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Hoping that 2015 has been good for you so far.
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Oh had the same post! Well I can say that this year is a good start for me. And I hope everyone will have it as well.
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