Honestly speaking, I do not know where do I start or what to write. I have so many ideas in my mind, I even jotted down to take notes but none of these matters right now. I can’t think straight, my emotions are on a roller coaster. I think it has something to do with hormone issues as I have miscarried before the year ends.

I don’t want to welcome my new year with dramas, but I have to honor my feelings. This is what I am feeling right now, it’s okay to feel it, but not to dwell on it. As of a moment I will SURRENDER. Right now I’m completely letting go. I want to love each moment for what it is. I want to allow instead of resisting. I want to sit among nature with nothing to do besides amazed at her beauty. I want to eat foods without feeling guilty. I want to breathe deeply. I want ease and joy. Most of all, I want love.

I will take my time to heal not just physically but also emotionally. While doing this, I have collected some inspirations from awesome people and I want to share it with you.


I wanted to embed the post from Kristina from her Facebook account, but it’s not working so I print screen instead. The mantras are so powerful and inspirational that I even copy it on my journal.

From the amazing Kris Carr.

Manifesting Your Desires: A Guide to Asking & Receiving

I also found other useful tips for a better resolution.

11 Resolutions For a Better Youโ€”Proven by Science